Yikes my brain waves must have stretched 80 miles to the office of my psychologist. He called wondering if I had scheduled an appointment with my psychiatrist yet and I said no. Anyway I’ll now be seeing both of them on Wednesday afternoon. That makes for a three peat on next week with VA two appointments at main hospital Tuesday and Wednesday and one for Monday at physical therapy at the outpatient clinic. Not sure if I can take this much care or not. I do know my anxiety and depression levels are up in the danger zone but I can’t pin it down on one exact cause which I guess means a barrel of prayers to begin with and I’ll order more as needed. Ketchup please!!
I've been trying to remember psychotherapy conversations from the 90s attached to the term, "Outsider Syndrome" in conjunction with my social anxiety. I'm pretty sure I am remembering the term correctly because there seems to be plenty about it on the internet and I do plan to read some of it, but scholarly articles are not the same thing as remembering conversations.Anybody heard of it?
Is my sexual abuser ( my father) capable of loving me in your opinion? I used to think as a kid my dad buying me sweets everyday after school was a treat, him treating me, showing he liked to treat me but now i realise looking back it was used to shut me up and keep me buttered up. I look back at small things he used to do for me that i considered him showing me fatberly love were all now just...