Every morning, very early to watch the sun rise, I do my God walk. Please nothing to do with religion. Anyway there is a park close by. Every morning I feel blessed, compaired to a couple of billion other people in other parts of the world. I get a calm very peaceful feeling, a sort of connection with all is ok. By 10:00am I start winding up to the same hell on earth despair like most every day. Only if I could hold on to state of mind. Is this drabble? Sorry!
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