I am new to this site. And I am suffering so badly. I have major depression that I just cannot seem to get under control. For the last 18 years I have struggled. I have had good days and bad good years and bad. But never like what I am experienceing now. As I read through other postings I relize that everyone has there ups and downs. Even though my days as of late are a constant down is the rest of my life going to be this way? Is it always going to be a struggle every day not knowing how you are going to wake up from day to day. Not knowing true happiness, Not being able to truly laugh? Is this the way the rest of my life is going to be?
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