i feel so low, have written in my journal. when will it get better. in fact i realise it will never get better because the only sure thing is that we will all die.
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He moves away from me like i am disgusting or something. yet spends his time looking at his porn and young women on his phone and computer. i wish that it didnt bother me. i dont feel good enough. even when he looks at me i feel uncomfortable like he is comparing me. i yearn for warmth, human touch and sex would be good ! i cant remember how long it has been, many years now. I need to move on...