I have a VERY hard time trusting people. Lately I've made a friend whom I thought was trustworthy. Once again I've been proven right, even she let me down. I'm not asking for an organ transplant, just a little two sided friendship. Is this really too much to ask in todays society?? I'm beginning to think it is, I don't see why having friends is so important, when NO ONE can fulfill the task. I do infact mean NO ONE, living, spiritual or otherwise! My nice little shell of darkness is my own safe haven, and I guess it is time to return there FULL-TIME!!
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