I don\'t even know what to say....I\'m sitting here crying, feeling so hopeless and upset. When I try to put it down in words to explain, it sounds so stupid and lame. I mean, if I can\'t get my husband to understand, how can I get a total stranger. He just managed to upset me beyond belief -- while he is out of town, no less -- and I feel like I am so lost and alone. There\'s no one to call...it\'s late and frankly, my friends have their own problems. And my family just gets upset when I\'m upset, so that\'s no use either... So if there\'s anyone out there, I just thought maybe it\'d make me feel better. I don\'t know. I feel like my life isn\'t that bad but I hate it all the same.
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