Gosh my day keeps getting worse. My partner of 5 years just packed her suitcase and walked out the door. She left the dogs so I know she will be back. My anger got worse today. I was depressed and she said snap out of it and then I started crying and she said I want a mature woman. It seems like when things are bad for me, she pushes my buttons more....if she heard me say this she would say I was being a victem. I lost my job as a teacher due to self medicating my depression. I went to rehab for the addictions but now I have no insurance so I am going crazy!!! I feel like I am tripping on acid....my moods swing so quickly and my loved ones dont seems to understand. I am not suicidal but I cant stand living in my own skin. I have to get back on my meds or I am going to be commited into an insane asylum. Please, all help is wanted
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