I hate these slips. I tryed all day yesterday to stay positive. I got outside stayed busy had a nice day with my hubby. Yet all day I could feel that darkness of depression lurking just over my shoulder. I am just so tired of having 4 or 5 good days just to find myself hitting bottom again. During the good days, and by good days I mean being able to function and feel somewhat like my old self, I start to feel hope that someday I will be free from this depression. Then I have a couple of bad days and I wonder will this cycle ever end. I'm tired of this rollercoaster ride I just want to get off.
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