Does anyone else make irrational and self-destructive decisions when they are in a funk? On my good days, I'm happy and rational. I feel like I can do anything I set my mind to. However, I just went off my meds. I went gradually, but still. It still was a bad idea, I guess. I feel awful. I was complaining all the time to my boyfriend. He was wonderful. No, nobody's perfect, but man...he was SO close. I dumped him! Now I feel stupid and am down in a huge funk again. I'm telling myself all the self-destructive things that depressed people like to tell themselves. Am I the only one that does this?
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