i dont know why but sometimes i get overwhelming feelings of insecurity and paranoia, but only when i'm about to go out in the evening with my boyfriend. we are in a very secure and loving relationship and he is always telling me how i am the only one for him.. we are very much in love and i trust him with all my heart.. but i get so paranoid over the littlest thing, i feel so hurt and so so small and i wished i didn't. all i can think about is something silly like "well he probably wishes he was with someone else anyway" that kind of stuff.. no matter what he says, when i get into that mode i can't get out of it for ages.. it usually ends up in an argument by the end of the night. i hate it. why why why?? :(
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