I tell you, pity the cold-caller who comes near me today. I feel like lamping the next person I get near. I have a tight, hot ball of rage burning in my chest, and I want to take it out on someone. I can't settle to do anything, my heart is skipping beats all over the place, and I have the mother of all headaches. Maybe it's best I don't reply to any threads today.
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