I'm so sad. I just want to give up. I want to crawl in the corner and just say forget this. I wish I could curl up in the corner in the fetal position and just give up and let the world pass me by. I'm starting a new job soon and I was so pumped about it at first but all I've heard is people saying they can't wait to see if I fall on my face. I know that I'm not outgoing and that I'm not the smartest person in the world. Thats the thing, my self esteem is so low and they don't help matters. All I want is for someone to encourage me. I know I'm super sensitive and granted I do take things to heart but at the same time I'd think they'd try just a little harder. I'm already scared of starting a new job and instead of encouraging me my family and so called friends would rather bash me. I just wish things would get better for me. Sometimes I wonder what people would do if I ended up missing. I'm so sad. I'd never hurt myself. Im just sad and feel alone.
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