Waking up and the first breath you take feels so fresh. You step out of your bed feeling light as a feather. You have the energy to take a shower. When you look around it is as if you are watching a movie. All of the pain you have held on to is suddenly gone. Instead you feel beautiful and at complete peace with whatever is going on in your life. You step outside and take a look, all you can do is smile. You are to happy to even cry for joy. Everything seems so easy for you now. You finally have the confidence you have been looking for your whole life. Thinking bad is hard to do. Talking to people is so easy. All your thoughts come out like a waterfall. You are understood easily and are now able to do all that you have been wanting to do. A fantasy you may say....but no way. I have felt that and so will you someday.
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