please help. i can't stop the images. in some i'm slitting my throat, others i'm stabbing a huge knife into my stomach. The worst one i drive a big nail into my head. I don't think these images. They just appear. i know i've asked for help before but i just can't cope anymore. Do they mean that i am meant to die? I now i want to. Am i weak because i haven't managed it yet? I gave up the college, i couldn't handle it. One day i sat in the toilets for 4 hours crying. i couldn't move. What kind of person am i? What is the point of living if i can't contribute to life?
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