
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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please help. i can't stop the images. in some i'm slitting my throat, others i'm stabbing a huge knife into my stomach. The worst one i drive a big nail into my head. I don't think these images. They just appear. i know i've asked for help before but i just can't cope anymore. Do they mean that i am meant to die? I now i want to. Am i weak because i haven't managed it yet? I gave up the college, i couldn't handle it. One day i sat in the toilets for 4 hours crying. i couldn't move. What kind of person am i? What is the point of living if i can't contribute to life?
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As for not contributing.... you've just contributed to my life by me reading your post.
If you dont feel comfortable talking to this other doc, then find someone you can tell and continue to talk to them until you feel more comfortable.
Talking to us is good too.
The only opportunity hospitalization takes away is the opportunity of you killing yourself. Please try and get admitted. It helps. I know. It saved me 5 times in my life.