wow its late and my wife is going to bed she knows i dont sleep i really tried guys but i drank alcohol a bottle of jack i hate that my body has come to be so tolerente that i dont feel drunk just feel like all the hate sadness anger and sorrorow leaves and all the thoughts stop i know she means well and came back to me but i feel that i cant make her happy if im not shes seen the scar's shes seen me suffer threw countless nightmares but does not say a word to me could it be that she is scared i dont want that for her i feel sometimes that we were better off seperated ....
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