Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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deleted_user 12/02/2007

MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE I HAVE BEEN LET DOWN WALKED OVER BY SOCIETY, LIED TO AND TREATED LIKE SHIT. BY PEOPLE. AND IT SEEMS LIKE THERES NO ONE ELSE OUT THERE LIKE ME AT ALL. I HATE MOST PEOPLE AND IM SICK AN TIRED OF BEING ALONE ON THIS PLANET. I FEEL LIKE AN ALIEN THAT SHOULDNT BE HERE. IM SO TIRED OF LIVING I FOUND OUT MY GIRLFRIEND HAS BEEN LYING TO ME THIS WHOLE TIME ABOUT EVERYTHING. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS RUINED WHY CANT I FIND ANYONE LIKE ME IM SO TIRED OF THIS LIFE IS THEIR ANYONE ON THIS MOTHER FUCKING WEBSITE THAT FEELS THE SAME WAY? AND NO I DONT WANT FAKE SIMPATHY AND FAKE WORDS. I WANT SOMEOONE WHO FORREAL KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT AND WHO ISNT FAKE SO IF YOUR THAT THEN PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND THEN MAYBE I CAN ACCEPT SOME DAMN SIMPATHY. BUT IT SEEMS NO ONE OUT THERE KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT OR GOING THROUGHWHAT I SEEM TO BE GOING THROUGH! HELP!!!!

deleted_user 12/02/2007

Not a people person, used to be wish i was again but i just am not. I rarely like people but i am learning that not all people are bad, just most.

deleted_user 12/02/2007

sorry your feeling so low.
Huggsx

deleted_user 12/02/2007

i know.. im so fed up with this bullshit world and these bullshit people fuck them all

deleted_user 12/02/2007

I used to be that angry man and I am still angry somedays,take today in Tescos,I wanted to kill and die,my angriest was 7years ago after betrayal,how could my soulmate that to me??I reflected what I felt inside outwards and treated everyone good and bad like crap....I so regret some of it...no sympathy,just know how you feel and wanna say the fury will go

deleted_user 12/02/2007

thx alic

deleted_user 12/02/2007

I don't see a lot on your profile my friend. I am sorry you are suffering so much. There are days I feel like the world would be such a better place without me. I come here and talk... I usually feel better.

*hugs*

deleted_user 12/02/2007

You havent written any journal entries my friend and so i dont know much of what you are going through but i know that there must be people on here like you. We can help you, im so glad you decided to let all this out. I hope you can talk about it more.

deleted_user 12/02/2007

it feels like atleast when im in angry mode i dont get trampled over much

deleted_user 12/02/2007

sometimes it just takes some time to fine the right person and you have to have all the bad ones first. i as well have been lied to and used and cheated on but there are good people out there.I am here to chat if you wish, theres nothing fake about me.I tell it like it is and i thin i can listen well too.

deleted_user 12/02/2007

I wish it was like that for me... I find if I am angry, I get hurt more.. usually by me... stupid self-harm thingy I do.

deleted_user 12/02/2007

thanks all for support. i was just so attached to this girl.. and i get fucked over and lied to once again.. with this bullshit.. im done getting attached to people for a while.. im begining to think the angry aggressive lifestyle is way better for me.

deleted_user 12/02/2007

you will need to go back into life my friend one day... be angry & work through it now.

do you have an ipod or mp3 player... I find music helps

deleted_user 12/02/2007

People can do some really shitty things in life. But please dont write them all off. There are good people out there. Its hard to tell sometimes who they are but if you never let anyone in you wont ever know. I know you are hurting right now after what she did... but give yourself some time and dont let this mean that you cant ever trust someone again. Angry aggressive lifestyles...well...it can feel like you are at least getting somewhere but dont give up with a "better" lifestyle and know that there are other fish in the sea out there that arent going to be like her. I just really hope you dont let this get to you too much. I have friends who have and it has not been great for them, finally one day they snap out of it and realise okay they have to live life again. Take the time out you need but dont give up hope.

deleted_user 12/02/2007

thanks mia.

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