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im sorry

deleted_user
deleted_user
Im sorry for annoying peoples here by talking about what happened with my boyfriend on the weekend. I do appreciate peoples replies its just you all dont know how horrible i am and that my boyfriend only did those things to me because he cares about me and knows that i need to be punished for hurting him. Im grateful for him for teaching me a lesson on the weekend because without him showing me that i needed to be punished i prolly wouldnt understand how hurt hes been. Im grateful to him hes giving me another chance to show him that i really do care about him. Im sorry if my replies to peoples suggestions have upset people. I do not intentionally hurt anyone ever. Im really sorry to you all. Big hugs.
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darling i didnt read your other thread about your bf. but uve been there and you shouldnt view this as a new chance. he has you in his hot little hands and you need to see someone who can help you realise this isnt healthy
deleted_user
deleted_user
I didnt read your other thread either but agree with what deathwarmed...(up.Im guessing rest of your name) said.Am im similar situ from what i can gather just dont think mine is quite so bad.They always make it feel like its your fault and you then feel guilty.Oh soooooo have been there,worn the t-shirt etc.Hugs to you too.
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Didn't see the post either hun.Is that punished in a 'you've been a naughty girl go straight to my room' or what?
Can't understand any other form of punishment.What's going on? x
deleted_user
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Gosh, first, I want you to know I wasn't annoyed in any way by your first post, which I read and responded to. I'm hoping that you get the help you need to put a stop to being abused in a variety of ways, all of them terrible, and in some instances crimminal. Wishing you the best.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Don't remember the other thread but you don't need to be punished your an adult. sounds like he is in complete control of you. Please get help.
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Honey, if you truly believed that you deserved to be taught a lesson you wouldnt be here talking of it. Sorry. Somewhere deep down you know that this isnt right. It isnt. Our loved ones are there to keep horrible things from happening to us. Not bring the horrible home to us. No woman, man or child or animal should be treated this way. You need to reach within you and find some strength to end this relationship. Join a support group in your hometown for victims of abuse and rape,ect. You will hear stories of those who fought and got out and you will see that you are not alone. YOu will learn resources in your area to help you as well. Please get the help you need. You dont have the problem he does.
deleted_user
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Nobody deserves to be "taught a lesson" for unintentionally hurting someone. Forgiveness is one of the most amazing things we can recieve from anyone, that way we learn our own lessons in our own way. If your BF is inflicting "lessons" upon you he is abusing you, and no matter how hard it is you need to get away. You've made a step by telling us, even if it is in complete anonymity. Now take the next step. xxx
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this doesnt sound good at all, I didnt read your other thread, but I honestly feel this sounds all wrong to me....:0( big hug to you...C x
ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear
truthfully, he wasnt right for what he did. You didnt deserve to be punished regardless of how it takes you to take care of you.

I responded to your other posts and journal. I hope it helps.
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