i think its part of my mental illness that i'm not happy for other people. whenever someone gets married,has a baby, or gets a diploma...i'm just not happy for them. i get angry with myself and think what an asshole(excuse for saying)i am for not being happy for someone. im just getting so sick of being miserable. im sick of faking my happiness in front of others.does anyone else feel this way on a daily basis?
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