I'm at a low spot right now, hungover and coming down off a coke binge. I found this site and was just hoping to talk to/ connect with someone cuz i feel like total shit. I wouldnt say that I have a big problem with depression but it definitely affects me and i think that contributes to my tendency to self-medicate with drugs. My main problem is loneliness i guess. Im fairly shy and i seem to have a hard time connecting with people. I seem to be drinking more and more these days, have trouble sleeping and my diet is garbage. I know i need to turn myself around and im confident that i will but for some reason i keep putting it off. Its like I dont want to end this romance with drugs and alcohol but i know that its isolating me from people and solidifying my loneliness. Im not sure how i ended up on this site but any encouragement would help me out.
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