im new obviously if you can even tell. but im here to write and writing is what i will do. im 19 i have a great life to most people in my eye im in a painful S*** hole that never ends i cut. not to gain attention but to get rid of pain, the pain is like alive in me telling me where and when to cut. am i going crazy? all i ever want is to be wanted i wanna feel whole not to be looking in a hole, life to me seems to be a horrible end. is tonight the night the gun wont jam??
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