hello im nikki im 22 well i started having bad panic attacks in april i went to the E.R they didnt do anything right after my trip from the E.R i started experiencing De-realization (feeling like nothing was real like i was in a dream or movie) and now im so sad and lost and hopless i think about commiting suicide daily cuz i cant live like this i feel like a stranger in my own body all my memories seem like a story of someone else i feel disconnected from myself and the world around me im in a really dark place right now and i feel in my heart i will never get better im obssesed with death thinking about where do we go when we die and how much peace i will find which triggers panic and i feel like calling 911 and having them commit me
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