i feel like I'm losing my mind.. i lost my coworker/ friend on july 12 2009 and the i lost my beloved niece on august 12 2009.. now im moving in 2 weeks! I'm gonna be staying with a friend for almost 2 months so i can finish the semester.. then move up with my family.. i cant even begin to explain how i feel.. i feel so confused and frozen.. i just don't know what to do god i want to take the blade and drag it down my arm so bad!
Posts You May Be Interested In
I’ve had clinical depression for two years. Medication helps, but as of right now, I hit a major trigger. My partner of five years helped me move to a new state (3000 miles away from our home) for grad school. I was doing fine and I felt great, but the minute he got into his ride to return home I lost it. I barely ate anything over the past two days. It’s even hard to take my dog outside. I...
So like last year I fell for this guy, and he left unannounced, of course the connection was there and we both felt it . And now he recently came back in June , so then I did infact you know hit him up again and we started talking and everything was well. So now am panicking and crying like an idiot here because he hasn't been online for 3days now and I'm scared he won't come back again like the...