dont know what to do to make myself better anymore, its all to much, i cant stop crying, fed up of crying, fed up of thinking. Hate bein me, hate myself full stop. Things would have been different if my grandad was here...but theres nothing left but hurt and anger, i dont want either, need to escape
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