Guys i dont know whats wrong with maybe my insomnia is really doing a number i havent drank alcohol in 2 days i know its not alot of days and i know its wrong but i took my sleeping medz with alcohol just to go to bed but lately i am now reliazeing i need help so im going to the doctor and first step is to cut down the alcohol i just depend on it cause its drowns out the thoughts and voices in my head its the only thing that helps me and well without it i am just not all i guess you can say in the zone it doesent help that im bipolar either ..well guys i had one question i dont know why but lately these past two months i get this weird sensation in my mind like if im in a movie or videogame well uhhhggg i guess my best explanation is i feel that my life is one short film that when its done it starts over nothing changes everyone around me is the same like my lifes on replay i hate it and the times i get to do something different i dont like its hard to break the cycle .man i need help yesterday i punched my brother in the jaw i was army airbourne trained and hes a marine lets just say my face is not a pretty sight right now well the reason was he tried to take me out of my apt' my wife tried to help to and i just flipped and honestly i dont remember what happened after that ...
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