I have no idea what to do anymore. My depression is kicking my ass and I don't know how to win. I have no clue if my meds are working or if they will work. My mood has been shit lately. I just want to cry all the time and I just feel like I am shit and alone. I feel like I don't have much of anywhere to go anymore. I cant talk to most of my friends and the few I can talk to. Im just not sure what to do with myself anymore. My friends tell me I need to go out and find things to do. But I have problems doing things by myself. I am kind of self confident and don't have much confidence in myself and my self esteem is pretty shitty. I dont know how to go out and meet people. It just seems like no matter what I try nothing is going to work. I just wish I had a little help, thats all.
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