hi i dunno what i am 4, I dont think anything rite now, I dnt even know what the day is, My head jst spins, I have moved to my own place witch is hard for anyone, Then i get my safety net smashed by a friends dad, And now my grandad has passed, I dont want my meds i dnt wonna be here, Ever since i was relised from toll house court life has fallen faster away, I know i have to talk but how can i when my mouth dont want to, My moods go frm real bad to even worse, Im not happy not been since feb, An i cant tell why, all my mates ave gone as im jst to unhappy to be around, They tell me to look on the bright side, BUt i dont got a bright side rite now, This deepresion ius takin over me again and i dunno what to do with it, Im scared to open up an ppl jst look at me an say oh well everyone has it hard, And i know this but why the hell do i feel so alone with all of this!!!
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