Im in this funk depression mood lately and cant get out of it.Had to leave my job because of MS trying to get SSd which is a battle by the way,just got let go by girlfriend after 3 years because she said I dont have the drive in me that she needs.I told her if she would read up a little more on my ms then maybe you would understand,but it was all about her.I dont miss her and am glad we are no longer together,but this I feel useless attitude has put me in this funky mood that I cant get out of.Im relocating back in NJ and have to apply again for medical assistance which is a hassle but I have to.Im just running on empty and sometimes wish I wasnt around anymore.Its ahorrible feeling when I feel like that,but thats were im at.
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