well, it will be hard to keep up with all the communities i have recently joined but I will do my best. I hope its ok to talk about whatever i want here because most of my life is a mess. I start my first "group" today at the out patient rehab. My dad ( crash) read my journal entries on my addiction page and decided hes going to stay here for a while longer. I got two text messages at six this morning from this guy amped up on coke. it was kinda helpful, reminded me how much i hated being up all night. The drugs still haunt my dreams though. I got a theory, maybe if i can just get used to getting high in my sleep the need/want will subside in everyday life. Well dad Im here. Im going to get ready for group, and while Im there I will schedule an appointment with the Psychiatrist so I can get back on my meds. Just soo overwhelming to try and do all this without a car!!
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