i have struggled with depression and especially anxiety in the past but the past few weeks have been really bad for me. I live alone and have for the past 6 months but lately lonliness has been overwhelming. I feel like nothing makes me happy and that if there is something, its not worth looking for because it would be too hard to find. My girlfriend does make me happier than anything in the world but i cant help thinking that she will eventually get sick of putting up with my bullshit and dump me, plus she seems to be able to be happy without, which depresses me even more because it makes me think what does she even need me for, i'm just a burden on her, and she doesnt deserve to have to put up with this crap. Overall i just have this extremely negative outlook and i cant seem to get any happiness out of anything lately, and i would just like to hear what people going through similar situations have to say about it. Thanks
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