everytime i try and talk to my bf lately he doesnt say anything he changes the subject. he doesnt even try and cheer me up, like last night i told him i felt really horrible and their was just silence. Lately i have been feeling worse and i thinking more about killing myself. I just wish he would try and cheer me up or say positive things. Weve been together for over a year.
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