I'm so sick and tired of my job allowing customers to get away with whatever they want. On top of that, I'm tired of my job getting away with whatever it wants.

My job recently announced that all full time workers get a 10% pay cut because they couldn't stay within their budget. On top of that, my boss decided that I won't get paid commissions on any private lessons that I teach... essentially I'm going to either have to break my lease or do without heat and electricity for the next two months.

But then I was having a relatively good day despite all of these financial woes when I got a phone call from a woman who thought the best way to get me to be productive was tell me I'm a stupid bitch and why wasn't I doing exactly what she wanted exactly when she wanted it?

So my big question is... if (God forbid) I was to die in a car accident or something tomorrow, would these people rejoice or be upset?

My answer: I think they'd be upset because they wouldn't have anyone to scapegoat. So sad, no one to blame anymore. But after that, they'd have a party. "Thank God she's not around anymore."



(for the record, I'm not planning to die, it was just a morbid thought that popped into my head and I wanted to comment on it... send my angry thoughts out into the universe where they'll hopefully disperse).