I am sooo sick of being in pain and not being able to move beyond it. No one, but no one can tell me how to let go of the pain. I've been in counseling, inner healing and even have a degree in psychology. I was going to do childrens therapy and then things went south. I have no idea how to get my life back, even though life has gone on, if that makes any sense. I have new kids and a new husband, and Im still stuck in the past. For some reason God still has me here. Only he knows why, cus as far as i can see, if i could die, life would in fact, be better!!!
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