hi everyone I’m new to the website but a brief background story is that back in October of this year I was admitted into the hospital for suicidal thoughts and actions and while I was there I met someone who me and he have gotten really close. I’m still kinda suicidal and I’m even more depressed and anxious about school and life. And with the friend I met she went back to another hospital and I’m worried about her and it’s kinda complicated we both like each other but her parents don’t like me so we arnt “together”. I’m just trying to find a place I can talk about stuff and ppl will actually get it cuz my school is full of ppl who just laugh about it all
I've been on a handful of meds for a while. Although lately I haven't been feeling happy or interested about anything. It's not exactly life-threatening, but extremely frustrating while everyone around me is laughing and smiling and I never get those feelings anymore. I've tried exploring what interests me and I always come up blank. I'm looking for somebody to help me figure out how to deal with...
not necessarily a thought though it can be. Some people are scared of bugs, snakes, spiders. Spiders scare memy me my sister says my porcelain dolls scare her, though I find them beautifulthe thought of losing my mom scared me too