so self absorbed! so into me. so insecure that it makes me sick. i hate being in my own head because i hate the way think and it pisses me off. i am one of the most embarrassing beings on the earth. i am incapable of doing anything well. i am so very sub-par to par that it makes me insane. i used to thing that i had something going for myself and i see that i have been mistaken. i fail far more than i succeed. i am poison to everyone around me. i am exact opposite: i try for good and bad happens. i try to help and i hurt. i try to work hard and i get blasted for how very poorly ive done at my job. i am a "should have never been".
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