I promised my kids that I'd never kill myself. I wish I could. I have fantasies of being hit by a truck or something. Or becoming ill with something life threatening. Outside of my kids I'm worthless. If I died they'd be the only ones at my funeral
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My mom moved in with me and my husband a year and a half ago and I’m having some difficult times right now.A brief backstory…I’m the youngest of 10 children and I grew up in a dysfunctional family. We had the same parents and my dad and mom stayed together no matter how much we wished they wouldn’t have. My parents were sometimes physically abusive to the older children and my father was...
I really want to die. I don’t have a plan to kill myself but I just really wish I was dead. I’m tired of feeling this pain. I don’t remember the last time I was happy. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.