Well i knew the euphoria couldn't last. My heart has been tramped on again. Damn. I finally got my pictures back from the guy on here that I had been having a pseudo online/telephone relationship with. He didn't even write an I am sorry for being an a**hole or anything. Just sent my pictures and my last letter. He even used the labels he had been using to write me love letters with Ich Liebe Dich (i love you in german) under my adress. he just ripped off the I love you part. Bastard. It was just so cold. I am heartbroken again. How can someone who says they love you be so cold? I do not know because I could never be. Please send some love my way I really need it right now. Can't stop crying. It just hurts sooo bad to be dimissed as a nothing. Ouch. Michele.
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