i did something stupid tonight. i will not elaborate on what it was exactly but for those of you who know, i am truly sorry for the pain, worry, and discomfort you experienced as a result of my selfish and idiotic actions. i will guarantee that it will not happen in the future as i know now that it would inflict pain and suffering on those who care so deeply for me yet have not ever met me in a face to face meeting. it was a selfish, unkind, and hurtful action and i honestly appologize for my insane wrongdoings. it was wrong of me to betray the trust of each and every one of you. i promise i will seek the advice and guidence of at least one or more of you first in the future should i feel that this reaction to my life's choices be neccessary. it was uncalledfor, irresponsible, selfish, uninformed, and just down right mean for me to make the decision i made. the attempt i made was unsuccessful and i honestly believe it was a result of the prayers of each and every one of you simultaniously which caused my ignorant attempts to be unsuccessful. thank you. thank you for all that you do for me and thank you for caring for an individual whom you have yet to or may not ever meet face to face. my blessings and love are sent to each and every one of you who sent out a heartfelt plea for my wellbeing. i love you all.
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