I'm thinking about just walking away from it all. I was considering suicide, but I know what that would do to my family. I'm not sure how they would feel if I just disappeared. Things couldn't get much worse than they are. They say you can't run away from your problems, but to just take a freakin break would be nice! I'd rather be homeless and live on the street than to exist in the present situation. I'm emotionally and financially bunkrupt!
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