
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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i am so tired of trying so hard here to get settled in only to keep getting kicked off my feet everytime things start to feel better. i haven't wanted to cut in ages (the last time was 15 yrs ago) and it is all i can think about the last couple of days. i won't as i know i shouldn't and would catch a world of shit for it from my hubby....but i can't stop crying and wanting to go home to my mom and my old friends where it was still crap but familiar crap. i am back job hunting now...of course just before christmas and am scared out of my mind as we don't have anyone we can get help from now and i am not sure when i will find something let alone get paid again and we are almost out of money. we can't get any help from the gov as i am not a citizen yet and i have to job hunt and am having trouble even leaving the house cause of how sick i feel. not sure what i am asking for....just needed to say it to someone since he keeps saying it will be fine but it seems like there is no way for it too now. i know he is right but i just can't see that now and i am sick of being scared all the time.
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It sounds like he should be more concerned than that.
You have to ask yourself whats the best thing for you to do?
Is it possible for you to go home and remind your self how crap it really was?
Will going home actually make anything any better?
Hard choices need to be made and I can only wish you good luck. But do whats right for you.
Have you tried the jobcentre for help looking for permanent contracts or local employment agencies?