i want to get back to my roots. to the years that made me who i am. i feel that getting back to my roots would help me understand why i am the way i am, why i feel the way i feel, and maybe even why i am depressed. in those days i didn't think about the future as much, i didn't worry about as many things, and i didn't already mess my life up. i miss my friends from those days. i wonder what they are doing now, think about them alot, and wonder if they think about me. i have dreams about them, and i could contact them, but most of them have had kids and settled down. i wouldn't know what to say (if i were to contact them) if they asked me what i was doing with my life.... what would i say? " i spend most of my time in front of the computer, or crying in the shower, oh yeah, and i have to take meds just to life a single day of life normaly." right now i don't even think i will make it to the shower brfore i start crying. no, i already started. well i guess i better end this before i mess up my key board.
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