when my mom died i wanted so much to go w/ her to leave this world and follow her but i couldnt -- ill be here, i promise - she promised me but shes not here...shes not here -- i know im 19 but that promise meant a lot to me -- i was emotionally attached and i couldnt/cant let go -- i want want more day w/ her to say goodbye maybe that would ease my pain -- i just wanna hug her, see the sparkle in her eyes and the smile on her face - i wanna embrace her and for her to embrace me -- i wanna so many things....but they will never happen....never
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