I want to die. I just cannot handle this anymore. I have done all the things that I am supposed to do and I am not getting anywhere. I am too upset to reach out to my friends so I called a crisis line yesterday and it didn't go well. The lady did not sound very happy to be answering the phone and when I asked to talk to a counselor she said that they didn't offere that. Not until I pushed did she admit that they have the option of even having someone come to your house to talk in person. I have reached the end and my last resort, this crisis line, was horrible. I dont' know what to do.
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