I am new to this site and feeling...well..I just don't want to live anymore. I haven't gone through with the plan to end my life because of my 12 year old son. I know this could affect him in a terrible way and I don't want to do that to him. So for now I suffer day by day wishing I was dead. My car got repoed yesterday and we found out at work that we may in 6-12 months be without a job. My love life is a joke as usual. I am tired of living. Tired of screwing up. Tired of never having what I want in life. I should never have been born. It would be better if I was not here on the Earth.
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