I'm upset most of the time. I start off okay, and during the day I can be sort of happy. But inside I'm always crying. I break down for no reason what so ever and ball. I have to fight back the tears every day. I feel this aching inside and I can't breathe. I feel so numb and empty yet so full of emotions. I'm just a kid yet I feel dead! I don't see the purpose of even living. I'll just get up and know that by the end of the day I'll be feeling extremely sad! I just can't do this! I try writing but it doesn't always help. I'm exhausted of all of this! Anyone have any advice? Please. I'm just a kid, but I feel so alone.
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