OK THIS IS JUST ME VENTING...IT HAS BEEN A LONG DAY..I JUST WANT TO CRY...I AM SICK AS A DOG..AND NOW ON MEDICATION THAT IS MAKING ME SICK..I DONT WANT TO TAKE THEM..BECAUSE I AM..WILL I CANT SAY IT FOR ANOTHER FEW WEEKS..BUT IS SCARES ME TO TAKE ANYTHING..I JUST STARTED COLLEGE AFTER TEN YEARS AND I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO DO IT..TRYING TO PLAN A WEDDING...TRYING TO STILL GET OVER MY TWO MISCARRIAGES...AND BE HAPPY THAT THE SAME TIME..AND I JUST FEEL LIKE WHAT AM I DOING..I AM TRYING TO HELP OUT OTHERS HERE AND AT HOME..AND DO EVERYTHING ELSE...AND I CANT KEEP FOOD DOWN..I CRY AT THE DROP OF A HAT...AND I WANT TO SLEEP BUT I CANT..I AM JUST A MESS...I HAVE 8 MORE WEEKS UNTIL I GET TO 13...I AM JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (CRYING) AND SO STRESSED OUT...
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