Where has the time gone? I really hate the fact that I'm considered middle aged. I have been divrorced for 4 years now and things aren't getting any easier. He left me after 15 years of marriage for a younger and smaller woman. Left me with 3 teen age daughters at home and two mortgages on a new house. I was so blown away that I'm still in a daze sometimes. I haven't dated, and I have put on a huge amount of weight, my self esteem is in the toliet. He on the other hand is working on his 3 "serious relationship", and this time is even engaged to be married the same month that we were married. It's not that I want him back, but I am so jelious that he was able to walk away and continue with his life, and I am stuck here in libo. I want to find someone to share my life with too. But I just don't know how anymore. I'm afraid that time is running out for me and I will end up being alone for the rest of my life. Anyone out there have any ideas on how to take my life back
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