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I wanna die

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Ok well my birthday is tommorrow and i think that would be the best time to commit suicide i think it would be intresting to die the day i was born and plus im feeling overwhelmingly depressed and tired of thinking i wish i could shutt off my brain but i cant unless im dead im sick of not being able to trust anyone and being lonely and alone w/ only my thoughts to play w/.
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cut the crap!!!!!

you are too important to too many people!

there is hope...there is help
and you need both of them right now!
deleted_user
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there are just so many reasons to live. you just have to find them in your life. tell that voice that's narrating your thoughts to shut the hell up, it doesn't know what it's talking about. you WILL pull through this. i think the only way you can trust anyone is if you trust yourself.. i'm here is you wanna talk
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don't kill your self. there's still time to work your life out! you found this website, didn't you?
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dont do this hun..talk to us
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Sorry you feel so truly low. out side of your suicide plan, which i hope you forgo,what are you doing for your birthday?
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deleted_user
I have been exactly where you are right now! Please talk to me....
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i can't tell you how many times i've been in your shoes... depression so sucks! i notice in your profile you're bipolar... are you at the bottom of the swing right now? hang in there, do you have some med's to help?
keep talking to us....
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I want you to know that I tried it twice. Once by taking two bottles of pills. Another by mixing meds with alcohol. Neither worked and I am happy that it did not now. At the time I felt like my life was over. There was nothing inside me but the pain. Now that the pain is gone and it will go away for you too I want to live into my 90's. None of us knows what tomorrow will bring so why not hang around to find out?
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I got these words off your profile.. they are YOUR words:

I would love to be happy and have a full life as i see fit.

You don't want to die sweetie.. you just want the pain to go away so that you can be happy... and it will and you WILL be happy... you are so young and have your whole life ahead of you... BIG HUG, Debbie
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we ALL know how you feel.

that is the old adage: "there is strength in numbers"
- meaning that you will find strength and comfort knowing that you are not ALONE. Noone wants to be the only one not invited to the big party. Well, you are not alone, we are with you and you are invited. Unfortunately, the party can really suck at times. Bad music, bad food, no hot looking chicks or dudes. But seriously, you will get better.
4mytasha
4mytasha
My Grandma died at the age of 84....on her B-Day. Interesting, VERY but it was because of her faith in God. By choice wouldn't be as interesting. I DO empathize with your wanting to end it all but PLEASE don't end your life beFORE you live it. That is NOT the answer. I tried twice when I was 19 and He didn't want me yet so don't waste your time.I'm sure He doesn't want you yet either!!!
deleted_user
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thankyou all but the roler coaster needs to stop iam on meds iam takeing them and iam trying but nothing is working "im so happy cause today i found my friends are in my head" -Nirvana
deleted_user
deleted_user
How long have you been on the meds?
deleted_user
deleted_user
i dunno either way ur just gonna tell me i need to wait longer for them to work or go see my doctor for new meds im sick of waiting for things to work sick of waiting for happiness or anything at all.
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You are right.. that is just what I was gonna tell you. You are one smart young woman!
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