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That it's time.
I know I've been trying to seek help, and I'm not 'Giving up'.
I'm just wanting this really bad now.
I REALLY want to die.
It's not even because I'm depressed, anymore. I mean...I'm just tired of living. I know I'm still 'young' (15 isn't THAT young) but I really want to do this. I just don't want to go through with anything. I don't want to grow up, I just want to leave.
This is not a topic looking for attention.
Do not try and talk me out of this, because this is REALLY what I want, this is NOT the depression speaking right now.
I just want to put to rest.
Please please please help me make this decision.
Telling me not to won't help. Helping me decide how, WILL!
I'm not afraid anymore, I really do want this.
So how do I go about doing this?
I don't have a gun.
I've read stories about people who overdosed on pills and stuff, but the only pills I have laying around are advils ._.
Umm, I was thinking maybe jumping off a building...But that's messy and there aren't very many REALLY tall buildings. I'd have to take the GO train to downtown or something .
But .
I've already attempted to drown myself before. I just got too scared because I knew I could stop it. It should be a death where once it's begun, there's no going back. (Eg; jumping off a building)
Please, I need help on taking this huge step. This is what I want. This is how I'm going to be happy.
Please.
I know I've been trying to seek help, and I'm not 'Giving up'.
I'm just wanting this really bad now.
I REALLY want to die.
It's not even because I'm depressed, anymore. I mean...I'm just tired of living. I know I'm still 'young' (15 isn't THAT young) but I really want to do this. I just don't want to go through with anything. I don't want to grow up, I just want to leave.
This is not a topic looking for attention.
Do not try and talk me out of this, because this is REALLY what I want, this is NOT the depression speaking right now.
I just want to put to rest.
Please please please help me make this decision.
Telling me not to won't help. Helping me decide how, WILL!
I'm not afraid anymore, I really do want this.
So how do I go about doing this?
I don't have a gun.
I've read stories about people who overdosed on pills and stuff, but the only pills I have laying around are advils ._.
Umm, I was thinking maybe jumping off a building...But that's messy and there aren't very many REALLY tall buildings. I'd have to take the GO train to downtown or something .
But .
I've already attempted to drown myself before. I just got too scared because I knew I could stop it. It should be a death where once it's begun, there's no going back. (Eg; jumping off a building)
Please, I need help on taking this huge step. This is what I want. This is how I'm going to be happy.
Please.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I'LL BECOME LIKE, PARALYZED OR SOMETHING AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO MOVE. THEN I'LL WANNA DIE EVEN MORE SO JUST FUCKING TELL ME OMFG PEOPLE ARE SO IGNORANT SOMETIMES. THIS IS WHAT I WANT, TELL ME FOR FUCK SAKES.
EVERYTHING MKAYYY?
Family - Abusive dad, I live with my mom. She never talks to me anymore, my brother is never home to see her screaming at me.
"friends" - Completely ignorant morons who don't give a fuck about me. I could honestly care less if they all died.
Myself - I'm ugly as shit, I'm failing school, I self harm.
There's more but I'd really not like to share my life stories yet again
You are crying out for help. Help is what you need, not a way to die! We all care for you, dont do it Sara, please
I don't...fucking...want help...
I want to fucking die.
If no one helps me here, I'm going to never come back to this site. Marija, I'll delete you off msn and you won't ever hear from me again. I'm sure that won't be a huge deal but it'll probably be BECAUSE I'M OFF FINDING NEW WAYS TO HURT OR KILL MYSELF.
tell
me
the
fucking
quickest
most
easiest
painless
way.
that doesn't require a gun
please
Or I'll make this shit global!
You'll ALL HEAR ABOUT IT
YEAH