i am so confused about how i feel if its right or if its wrong, feeling the wrong things, doing the wrong things, etc, and trying to make sure my spouse is ok, he is supportive, but i am confused about my feelings for him too. he is so scared I am going to leave him, and i do not have any plans to, but i am so mixed up. I feel like just throwing in the towel. I was on some meds, they were not working, getting some new ones, and going to be going to counseling too.
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