on wednesday i had to give evidence at coventry crown court... afterwards i felt so relived i thought finally i could move on and work on myself... put the rape behind me and get justice... now i'm left broken hearted... feel like a liar though i spoke the truth... at least one person on the jury obviously fell for the immgrant multiple offending rapist... i'm broken... shattered... hopeless... it's gone... it's not over... i'm tired... how could they not find him guilty? he fucking raped me... and may get away with it... i'm screwed... too much... :..(
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